Month: October 2014

  • Dream Journal: 2014-10-30.02

    It’s a dream, but not filing this as a Weaver dream. More like an expression of my subconscious that I’m dodging because sometimes fuck maturity. I’m in a place of complete darkness, held fast by a multitude of hands that I can only feel. The entity of those hands can not make sound, and I…

  • Dream Journal: 2014-10-30.01

    I walked with a black wolf so huge, my head didn’t even come up to its shoulder. We walked side by side through an old growth forest along a path that was forgotten by the extinct but remembered by the trees.

  • Dream Journal: 2014-10-24.02

    I closed my eyes for five hot seconds… And after [B] finishes chewing my ass out for not doing my homework like I was supposed to, he takes it upon himself to give me a lesson anyway despite the lack of prep work. “So, let’s talk about your birthday because you don’t want to.”

  • Dream Journal: 2014-10-24.01

    The Instagram Nightmare. Required information: My face makes me uncomfortable because Childhood Abuse. I am not a Christian. I hate being sandbagged by fear so I will challenge it directly. Waking world information: I have an Instagram account that currently shows my face clearly as well as the rosary. For some brainfart reason, I tagged…

  • Dream Journal: 2014-10-23.01

    Me: “This is very structured for it to be an afternoon stroll. Is this an initiation?” [A]: “… Yes.” Me: “Aren’t you supposed to lie to me about that?”

  • Dream Journal: 2014-10-20.02

    I closed my eyes for five hot seconds… I was [in a certain place] that I thought was the domain of [this guy] but was quickly corrected by [the monarch] who ruled here. [They] wanted my attention. Formally. No more passing notes in the night or allowing others to drop hints. I’m here. [They’re] here.…

  • Dream Journal: 2014-10-20.01

    I spent the entire night sitting at a campfire that was more glowing embers than actual flame. Directly across from me was… me. A different me, but me just the same. She had long dreaded hair that was packed with mud. She was naked and covered in mud. The markings made by the mud kept…

  • Dream Journal: 2014-10-19.01

    Scene: Weaver’s private booth in the Café-on-Main. Weaver is drinking tea (WHUT!) while her boothmate is sipping from a bowl containing questionable liquids. It looks like frothy mud and smells like dirt. He is covered in swaths of saffron hued cloth. The cloth covers his face, obscuring him. He has just enough of his hands…

  • Dream Journal: 2014-10-17.01

    Dreamt I stood on the edge of a cliff overlooking a bottomless and unfathomable abyss. I held a black tarot deck in my hands. Laughing, I threw the unbound cards into the darkness. I watched the cards separate and flutter down out of sight.

  • Dream Journal: 2014-10-15.01

    It’s a parade! Everyone loves parades! I’m sitting in a reclining beach chair watching a line of Roman Catholic saints walk past. I recognize so very few of them, and know the names of even less. I’m not upset to see them. Something about their devotion to their cause is uplifting.