Three Different Ways:
Dreams, Madness, and Myths

  • Rage Dump: Incoherent Temper Tantrum

    Spent the afternoon writing essays, poems, and monologues. I aimed to post a few here. Sat down at the keyboard and froze. Fear. Fear of being laughed at. Fear of someone raging/trolling on the hint of vulnerability I have exposed. Fear of speaking my opinion and watching helplessly as someone shits on it with a…

  • Crowley: Liber ABA, Book Four, Part II

    THERE are seven keys to the great gate, Being eight in one and one in eight. First, let the body of thee be still, Bound by the cerements of will, Corpse-rigid; thus thou mayst abort The fidget-babes that tease the thought. Next, let the breath-rhythm be low, Easy, regular, and slow; So that thy being…

  • Journal: May 8, 2010, 12:45. Venus

    The vision incurred by stepping where I had no business to. Venus, Bright Star of Heaven, Glory of Womanhood! She did embrace me completely and sweep me up into her wake. As Hathor did I speak the words of Venus. She draped her light about my arms as a feathered cloak, and the Uraeus upon…

  • Dream: What’s in a Name?

    While journeying over There, I was challenged by a warden of sorts. He demanded to know who I was. He didn’t care where I was going or who I was going to see. All that mattered was “Who are you?”. I gave him no name. No grand title nor position nor nickname nor nomenclature. Instead,…

  • Dream: A Little Math

    Had a horrid dream last night. I had to workout a math equation in my head. The more I focused on it, the greater the surrounding darkness tried to stop me. If I diverted my attention to defending myself, the numbers slipped away and I had to start over. I got to the point where…

  • Dream: PSA

    I was a teacher at a school. Just caught a kid trying to sneak drugs into the class to sell. Made him stand out in the hall. We just stood there, waiting for the police to show. He was bragging that nothing would happen to him, that he’d be back home that night. I was…

  • Protected: Nothing Good

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  • Dream: Of Gods And Water

    I’m running. The upper third and ceiling of the hall is lined with pipes. Some of them are leaking steam into the hallway, but I’m not close enough to the venting to be burned by it. I’m clothed in nondescript clothing. The fabric covers me loosely and adequately. It reminds me somewhat of nurse’s scrubs,…

  • Dream: Volcano Part 2 of 2

    I wake in a start. There were echoes of a strange dream involving volcanoes. I shook my head, and shook them away. A low rumble, and my little sister’s picture walked across the desk. My little sister? But…

  • Dream: Volcano Part 1 of 2

    It starts out, as all horror/disaster movies do, on a very nice day. My (real) parents, my (real) daughter, and I were enjoying a lazy Saturday doing absolutely nothing. Napping lightly in my bed, the house shakes with a steady, low rumble. Living in earthquake territory in real life, such a low shaking is not…

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