Three Different Ways:
Dreams, Madness, and Myths

  • The Plea of the Fading Ember

    Pour into my veins. Drive out the salt and the water. Be the presence that holds me up. And the force that drives me forward. Infect me, each and every cell. Rewrite me until I require you to live. Inoculate me from forgetfulness. And prepare me for the moment of my passing. Weaken my grasp…

  • Departure from the Path of Ayin

    I have been braced for conflict from the moment I set foot upon this contradictory landscape. It is night upon the Path of Ayin, and once Mercury went into retrograde, the way back became blocked with deliberate darkness. I could either wait out the astrological event and sit on the side of the road, or…

  • Dream Journal: 2015-09-07.01

    There was an open-invite party at the tomb of the woman whose statue had to be put back together before she could move on. I would not have known about the shindig, except a hummingbird courier was sent to me with news of the celebration and a strongly worded suggestion to attend incognito.

  • Postcard from the Path of Ayin

    To paraphrase the inquiry in my inbox… “Y U NO UPDATE PATH OF AYIN POSTS?!” Because…

  • Dream Journal: 2015-08-29.01

    Dreamt a person successfully compelled me to do a thing for them. The thing is something I usually need to be told not to do, so it was surprising that the person went all out to formally bind me into doing the thing. All was fun and games until I answered the summons and found…

  • Dream Journal: 2015-08-25.01

    It was supposed to be a nice relaxing evening. A lazy one, where I could just close my eyes and float without getting entangled in any otherworld politics or having unexpected guests drop by. So when I felt the first tugs from a place I had not visited in a long while, I was intrigued,…

  • Quick Notes on the Path of Ayin

    Some quick notes on the Path of Ayin and some information that stands out to me about it. All bitching is being saved up for when walking the path itself.

  • Dropped Notes

    You have to be your own person. It’s perfectly fine to use what you perceive of someone else’s personality as a template to compare your own strengths and weaknesses against, but you have to be you, not what you wished that other person was. Things change, but nothing changes. But still there are changes. Own what…

  • Unseen. For now.

    It has been several weeks since I dedicated myself to exploring the sphere of Mercury on my admittedly stolen and shamelessly bastardized Tree of Life. I paid for my insolence by having several comforting lies taken from me and many uncomfortable truths revealed. Chief among those falsehoods was the idea that all that happens in…

  • Dream Journal: 2015-08-10.01

    Dreamt I was in a homogenizing environment. Anyone that entered it would lose their sense of self and their free will. They would become drones of the environment and never leave.

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