Author: Keri
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Dream Journal: 2017-01-12.01
I brushed my hair backwards after washing it last night. After years of setting the pinch-short afro to orient forward, while discussing certain events with Dter, I brushed it backwards and set it without realizing what I had done.
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Dream Journal: 2017-01-11.01
Dreamt I was outside a building where rituals were being held. Just passing through, and happen to be there. As I passed the outer wall, I heard the sound of [a particular musical instrument that’s not a drum] and I stop. The noise makes me feel at ease. I crouch by the outer wall and…
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Dream: Division
Too wired to sleep, too tired to function, I concede victory to the late night hour and tell the indifferent walls that I’m going to bed now. After a few minutes of being utterly bored and restless, I concede victory to my worries and get up to walk around. Oh look, Harlequin is holding session…
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Dream Journal: 2017-01-08.01
“It’s not enough.” «It’s enough.» “The store didn’t have [spice originally used], so I had to go with [alternative], and it’s not enough. [Lists all the ways the alternative is not sufficient.]” «¡Cállate! Piensas demasiado. Es bastante. Serás mejor en él con el tiempo y la práctica. Como las otras cosas.» “… Did y’all just life…
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Dream Journal: 2017-01-07.01
So of course, after a long day of having a very important deadline overruled because other people haven’t gotten their deadline material ready resulting in three hours of (maybe paid) overtime plus another hour driving home disassociating like fuck because this week has been a dumpster fire of dealing with private spiritual issues while not…
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Dream Journal: 2017-01-06.01
I walked along the bottom of the River. Its weight pinning me to the riverbed as lightly as gravity. Above me the current played with itself, kneading the surface into rolls and peaks that bubbled and gossiped.
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Journal: 2017-01-05.02
I usually avoid listening/watching recordings of rituals, because historically, such recordings make me feel… uncomfortable. Maybe I pick up on spiritual echoes that ring me like a tuning fork. Maybe the years of shit I have survived and intentionally forgotten resonate in the mental caverns where my fear lairs. Maybe my lack of self-esteem made…
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Journal: 2017-01-05.01
Spirits: You need to learn The Thing. Ancestors: The Thing is a good way to interface with us. Random Divination: The Thing is mutually pluggable with you. Rummer John: You know what would help? The Thing. OG: I’m inserting myself into your life explicitly to participate with The Thing. Friends: We could see you being…
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Dream Journal: 2017-01-04.01
Dreamt I was going about my business, doing stuff, when there was a sudden crack next to me. A clear barrier I did not know was there but was not surprised to find had been assaulted by an unseen force.
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Dream Journal: 2017-01-03.01
Oh yea, the dream I was originally going to write about this morning. Dreamt there was a book and pen in front of me, along with an appropriately creepy voice telling me to open the book and write.