Category: A Different Way

  • Spirit Journal: 2016-07-08.01

    Not having a good morning, so on my way to work I asked a land spirit for help. Going to and from work, I pass the earthen thing and praise it because it’s fucking awesome and seeing it always lifts my heart because reasons. I apologized for asking for help and asked specifically for help…

  • Dream Journal: 2016-06-25.01

    “Before the beginning… Before time began… Before… There was the Dream. And in the Dream, was the Dreamer.” This is how my personal mythos begins. Some of the stories, y’all already know. Some not even my most personal of confidants are even aware of. I know it is similar to many well documented examples of…

  • Dream Journal: 2016-04-15.01

    On one side of me, an ancestral chthonic spirit that is 199.999% predatory as fuck, able to do that one thing that instantly panics me, and is accompanied by the sound of a thousand gnashing teeth. On the other side of me, a dead dog that likes to chase the sun into setting, gives no…

  • Tarot Deck of Major Doom: The World

    The Inverse World’s effect from the Tarot Deck of Major Doom kicked in yesterday. And it started with coffee.

  • Dream Journal: 2016-01-01.01

    I finally had a chance to sit down and review the ending portion of yesterday’s dream. Each time I brought to memory the cards in my hands before the alarm clock interrupted me, I found the images remained the same but with one additional detail that did not make it into the rendition of the…

  • Dream Journal: 2015-12-25.01

    The dream itself occurred yesterday, but the fullness of it did not strike me until today. It started off with me standing in a cave somewhere in what we now call “France” but somewhen far before what we call “now”. I am watching small hands draw out an image on the wall. Even with the…

  • Postcard from the Path of Ayin

    To paraphrase the inquiry in my inbox… “Y U NO UPDATE PATH OF AYIN POSTS?!” Because…

  • Quick Notes on the Path of Ayin

    Some quick notes on the Path of Ayin and some information that stands out to me about it. All bitching is being saved up for when walking the path itself.

  • Dropped Notes

    You have to be your own person. It’s perfectly fine to use what you perceive of someone else’s personality as a template to compare your own strengths and weaknesses against, but you have to be you, not what you wished that other person was. Things change, but nothing changes. But still there are changes. Own what…

  • Unseen. For now.

    It has been several weeks since I dedicated myself to exploring the sphere of Mercury on my admittedly stolen and shamelessly bastardized Tree of Life. I paid for my insolence by having several comforting lies taken from me and many uncomfortable truths revealed. Chief among those falsehoods was the idea that all that happens in…