Dream Journal: 2012-10-12.01

“I’m not ready.”

“I know.”

“I have to come to grips with this.”

“I know.”

“I’m so sorry I’ve kept you waiting.” ~deep breath to keep from crying~ “This is not a first, but it’s personal as fuck.”

“I know.”

“I think I know what to do. How to follow through. It feels like I’ve already done it and I’m just coming to grips with it.”

“I know.”

“But I can’t do it now. I need to be deeper, more here. And currently I’m in the coffeehouse.”

“I know.”

“But I’ll leave a piece of me here, so later tonight, it will be easier for me to return here.”

“I’ll be waiting.”

I will not cry. I will not cry. I will not…

~deep breaths~


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