Three Different Ways

Three Different Ways:
Dreams, Madness, and Myths

  • Dream Journal: 2015-10-04.01

    It started with a private tarot reading in the home of the client. While the deck’s message to the client was encouraging and only slightly chiding, the deck’s private message to me was I should go straight home at once and not look “to the left nor to the right”. As I was paid (in…

  • Someone Else’s Story

    “It’s like this see…” But you don’t see. The marks and squiggles bleed into knots. And the words are harsh against your ear. “And then, it happens…” But you remain unmoved. The epiphany never reveals itself. And the rocks gain a better understanding than you. “Once it’s all over…” But for you it never begun.…

  • Hysteresis

    Breathe in. Drown. The weightless flow of ageless time rushes in to fill my lungs until there is no room for air nor blood. Breathe in. Drown. The boundaries hemorrhage as the walls break apart and still my lungs are invaded until they burst inward. Cease. Fall. The soul dissolves in the flood of Before…

  • The Plea of the Fading Ember

    Pour into my veins. Drive out the salt and the water. Be the presence that holds me up. And the force that drives me forward. Infect me, each and every cell. Rewrite me until I require you to live. Inoculate me from forgetfulness. And prepare me for the moment of my passing. Weaken my grasp…

  • Departure from the Path of Ayin

    I have been braced for conflict from the moment I set foot upon this contradictory landscape. It is night upon the Path of Ayin, and once Mercury went into retrograde, the way back became blocked with deliberate darkness. I could either wait out the astrological event and sit on the side of the road, or…

  • Dream Journal: 2015-09-07.01

    There was an open-invite party at the tomb of the woman whose statue had to be put back together before she could move on. I would not have known about the shindig, except a hummingbird courier was sent to me with news of the celebration and a strongly worded suggestion to attend incognito.

  • Postcard from the Path of Ayin

    To paraphrase the inquiry in my inbox… “Y U NO UPDATE PATH OF AYIN POSTS?!” Because…

  • Dream Journal: 2015-08-29.01

    Dreamt a person successfully compelled me to do a thing for them. The thing is something I usually need to be told not to do, so it was surprising that the person went all out to formally bind me into doing the thing. All was fun and games until I answered the summons and found…

  • Dream Journal: 2015-08-25.01

    It was supposed to be a nice relaxing evening. A lazy one, where I could just close my eyes and float without getting entangled in any otherworld politics or having unexpected guests drop by. So when I felt the first tugs from a place I had not visited in a long while, I was intrigued,…

  • Quick Notes on the Path of Ayin

    Some quick notes on the Path of Ayin and some information that stands out to me about it. All bitching is being saved up for when walking the path itself.