To paraphrase the inquiry in my inbox… “Y U NO UPDATE PATH OF AYIN POSTS?!”
Because…
- I’m already on the Path of Ayin, just not in an altered state mode that makes it easy to record events for others to read.
- The shenanigans that have been going on would only need a neon blinking sign stating “UNBLINKING EYE OF GOD IS WATCHING YOU” to make it any more apparent that I’ve successfully tapped into that current.
- Personal shit is personal as fuck.
This path is hitting me hard in several intimate areas at once. My weaknesses and faults (Do not ever confuse the two, your weaknesses are not your faults.) are being exposed under a steady and penetrating light while at the same time I am being given the opportunity to make many an ill-thought, snap decision that will give me great personal gain immediately, but the postponed and interest accruing cost of the thing will be damaging and long-term.
I have the freedom of a mountain goat to go where I want to go. But is that the right direction to go and the right thing to do once there? Everything is permitted, but not everything is beneficial. Nothing is forbidden, but not everything should be indulged.
I, alone, am responsible for my actions. Not those that made the opportunity available to me.
And I know all this, is but the preamble for when I make the altered state trip to the Path of Ayin, and encounter Hanael’s concentrated presence after all.
So, there you go. An update to my Path of Ayin.