Three Different Ways:
Dreams, Madness, and Myths

  • A Deeply Planted Seed – Masterpost

    It’s time to write another book again! Starting 2020 I will be writing the second book in the series started in 2019: A Hand Full Of Cards. The draft will be available here as the chapters are completed. As the outline calls for fewer chapters and for more text in each chapter, daily updates are…

  • Dream Journal: 2023-09-21

    Dreamt I was sitting in an abandoned rural one-room church/school having a pleasant chat with an angel about something or another when a priest kicked in what was left of the front door to challenge me. “You can’t be here!” “Why?” “You’re not Christian!” “… And?”

  • Journal: 2023-09-16

    I am not unfamiliar with Cassiel, as the matter of the Crossed Ring installed me into certain places even as certain places were installed into me. But Cassiel as called in the framework of Rufus Opus’s Seven Spheres, is simultaneously a completely different entity and an expansion of the entity I was introduced to the…

  • Journal: 2023-09-14

    While I was ready at the beginning of the planetary hour, I still waited for a neighbor to do as they always do so that it would be one less distraction to contend with. Unfortunately, they chose today to be late so I wound up watching the clock with concern. When they did finish their…

  • Journal: 2023-09-12

    No extra warding this time. I am amused that for all my fear of Anael, I have Zero Problems™ with the idea of facing Samael, or any representation or embodiment of war, conflict, and aggression. Maybe because when I look over my life, I see I have been fighting from my earliest memory and to…

  • Journal: 2023-09-10

    For all the fear that gripped me when facing Anael, I was instead filled with a simmering joy to face Michael. I felt like a student returning from studies abroad, eager to show their mentor that the time apart was not wasted. Previous encounters with various forms of the Archangel Michael had taught me not…

  • Journal: 2023-09-08

    My legs felt weak and I could not bear the weight of the air around me. For a moment I was concerned that I had woken up before dawn to be greeted with the beginning stages of illness. But all of my experiences were pointing to something worse: I was afraid. I prepared the area…

  • Journal: 2023-09-06

    I had considered the space weather when I planned out this endeavor last month. Too many retrogrades and shadow periods. Too many afflicted planets. Too many irritating aspects with my natal chart. Too many reasons not to do it now. One reason why it is imperative that I do: If I don’t do it now,…

  • Journal: 2023-09-04

    Three years ago, I worked through Rufus Opus‘s Seven Spheres as prescribed in his book to the best of my ability. I was able to meet the minimum requirements easily and even was able to incorporate a few of the “optional” tasks and enjoinders. All was well until I summoned Anael, the Angel of Venus.…

  • A Deeply Planted Seed: Chapter 11 – Disposition

    Jeanette had threatened to leave Melissa navigating back to her apartment on her own and had left the lot before Melissa could finish adjusting the mirrors and seat position. And yet, it was all of three intersections later that Melissa spied Jeanette’s car a tasteful distance behind hers as she made her way through streets…

  • A Deeply Planted Seed: Chapter 10 – Indignus

    Melissa walked for what felt like ages on the soft black sand. The stars impossibly moved through the cloudless sky as if to entertain her, but she never looked up to notice them. The sand felt pleasant on her bare feet and while she kept watch for an ocean wave to threaten the bottom of…

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