Dream Journal: 2013-10-23.01

Me: “You’re here.”

Him: “Yes.”

Me: “But you’re gone.”

Him: “Are you sure?”

Me: “… I lit that fire, personally. I watched the last thread burn away. Your departure was confirmed by [One That Watches].”

Him: “But I’m here with you now.”

Me: “I know. It confuses me.”

Him: “Tell me again what the Sun Bird said.”

Me: “What you said, you mean.”

Him: “No. What the Sun Bird said.”

Me: “… ‘I am. You are. We both are. We’re nothing.’”

Him: “Still you do not understand?”

Me: “Sometimes, I think I do. Right now, I don’t. You are, and you are not.”

Him: “Right now, you need me to be. So I am. One day, you won’t, and I won’t.”

Me: “I miss you.”

Him: “I know. Hey. No tears, remember? You have a lot more walking to do, and you can’t see if tears are in the way.”

Me: “Fuck. Not you, too. Everyone goes on about how I have so much time. Anyways. Heh. Right. No tears. Only laughter.”

I am. Ha-ha!
You are. Hee-hee!
We both are. Ho-ho!
We’re nothing.

I have a mighty need to go… places. But there is no such place for me. Fuck. ~headdesk~ Fuck.


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