Three Different Ways:
Dreams, Madness, and Myths

  • Dream Journal: 2018-01-11.01

    I fell through a thousand worlds. Through winters and summers. Through solid rock and open skies. Silks and furs and iron couldn’t hold me. Plastics and biofilms and networks couldn’t catch me. I had no place in any of them. I fell through a thousand worlds in the blink of an eye and landed on…

  • Dream Journal: 2018-01-07.01

    A phone is ringing. I pick up the nearest handset, but the ringing continues. It is the wrong handset.

  • Do Magick September ’17: The Patience of a Beginner

    As requested, a masterpost of the entries leading up to, including, and following the DoMagick: Beginner’s Mind challenge in a proper “Start to Finish” order:

  • Dream Journal: 2018-01-01

    I have had the stone for a while. Esse, once called “The Svartalf” in my earlier writings, had claimed it to be a key for entering spaces he had set aside for me. But after I successfully took the doll back from him two years ago, I interacted less and less with him until by…

  • A Last Look at 2017

    I started 2017 physically struggling but spiritually sound, and I am ending 2017 physically sound but spiritually struggling. As of this post, it has been all of seven days since my daughter [Dter] and I moved out of the family home into our own apartment. If it were not for the influence of, instigation by,…

  • Standing in the Forest

    So. Dter and I have moved into our apartment, rescued all of our stuff, and are recovering from the physical and mental shenanigans required to do so in the three frantic days that followed last week’s declaration of independence from my family. tl;dr = We’re okay.

  • Dream Journal: 2017-12-03

    While I was chilling at home with absolutely no fucks to be had or given, an acquaintance calls me. He’s participating in an on-site group ritual and their contracted seer called them with a last second extortion attempt raise in price that was above and beyond what the group was willing to pay. If I were to…

  • Transitions

    I don’t know about a lot of things right now. I’m still in the liminal boundary between desert and forest. I do have a “life update” that is a direct result of the DoMagick: Beginner’s Mind workings I did in September. Of the two items in this update, one is already completed and the other is…

  • Just Checking In…

    Still here. Not much to write about. What [Patient Caller] said would happen if I allowed him to assist me, is happening. Because the end is in sight, I suddenly have a lot more patience with familial bullshit. The apparent passivity is being misperceived as mute acceptance of my lot in life.

  • I Have A Feeling

    I am less afraid of the signet ring I will have to obtain next year. Things are going as they go, but my god, how fast they are going! Since my last update, I have had an angel get the drop on me to remind me that I am not forgotten and I am not forsaken.…

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