Category: Magic Diary
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Dream Journal: 2025-05-11
I was talking with a dear friend in the Commons Room, a small lounge made for meeting friends and visitors. A bookshelf spanned one wall. A cold fireplace held a rock display in another. Our conversation was about to conclude and we had stood to make our way towards the exit. We were finalizing plans…
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Walpurgisnacht 2025
Because reasons, it starts with absinthe, same as it ends. Because reasons, that you may be privy to, may be a fellow beside, or may be that good at guessing, it doesn’t matter. Walpurgisnacht started when the absinthe flowed over the ice. That’s right, over the ice. Of course, on the night that is all…
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Halloween 2024
Last night was All Hallows’ Eve. After making sure that everything else had been settled so that I would have no interruptions, I placed the table and laid out the candle, the obsidian mirror, Adiutor’s casket, and the glass of absinthe as planned out during the day. The noise-canceling earbuds were placed, the door was…
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Dream Journal: 2023-09-21
Dreamt I was sitting in an abandoned rural one-room church/school having a pleasant chat with an angel about something or another when a priest kicked in what was left of the front door to challenge me. “You can’t be here!” “Why?” “You’re not Christian!” “… And?”
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Journal: 2023-09-16
I am not unfamiliar with Cassiel, as the matter of the Crossed Ring installed me into certain places even as certain places were installed into me. But Cassiel as called in the framework of Rufus Opus’s Seven Spheres, is simultaneously a completely different entity and an expansion of the entity I was introduced to the…
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Journal: 2023-09-14
While I was ready at the beginning of the planetary hour, I still waited for a neighbor to do as they always do so that it would be one less distraction to contend with. Unfortunately, they chose today to be late so I wound up watching the clock with concern. When they did finish their…
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Journal: 2023-09-12
No extra warding this time. I am amused that for all my fear of Anael, I have Zero Problems™ with the idea of facing Samael, or any representation or embodiment of war, conflict, and aggression. Maybe because when I look over my life, I see I have been fighting from my earliest memory and to…
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Journal: 2023-09-10
For all the fear that gripped me when facing Anael, I was instead filled with a simmering joy to face Michael. I felt like a student returning from studies abroad, eager to show their mentor that the time apart was not wasted. Previous encounters with various forms of the Archangel Michael had taught me not…
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Journal: 2023-09-08
My legs felt weak and I could not bear the weight of the air around me. For a moment I was concerned that I had woken up before dawn to be greeted with the beginning stages of illness. But all of my experiences were pointing to something worse: I was afraid. I prepared the area…
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Journal: 2023-09-06
I had considered the space weather when I planned out this endeavor last month. Too many retrogrades and shadow periods. Too many afflicted planets. Too many irritating aspects with my natal chart. Too many reasons not to do it now. One reason why it is imperative that I do: If I don’t do it now,…