Three Different Ways

Category: Magic Diary

  • Journal: 2023-09-10

    For all the fear that gripped me when facing Anael, I was instead filled with a simmering joy to face Michael. I felt like a student returning from studies abroad, eager to show their mentor that the time apart was not wasted. Previous encounters with various forms of the Archangel Michael had taught me not…

  • Journal: 2023-09-08

    My legs felt weak and I could not bear the weight of the air around me. For a moment I was concerned that I had woken up before dawn to be greeted with the beginning stages of illness. But all of my experiences were pointing to something worse: I was afraid. I prepared the area…

  • Journal: 2023-09-06

    I had considered the space weather when I planned out this endeavor last month. Too many retrogrades and shadow periods. Too many afflicted planets. Too many irritating aspects with my natal chart. Too many reasons not to do it now. One reason why it is imperative that I do: If I don’t do it now,…

  • Journal: 2023-09-04

    Three years ago, I worked through Rufus Opus‘s Seven Spheres as prescribed in his book to the best of my ability. I was able to meet the minimum requirements easily and even was able to incorporate a few of the “optional” tasks and enjoinders. All was well until I summoned Anael, the Angel of Venus.…

  • Journal: 2020-10-03

    I didn’t have to do this last working in the series. The book I was following said I didn’t have to do this. Completely optional and actually advised to be skipped for beginners to this series such as myself. No need to touch Saturn. At. All. Everything I have experienced in my life thus far…

  • Journal: 2020-10-01

    I sat at the table with the book and the tools I needed to make the hand drawn copy of the lamen for the day. Just five days prior I had been told that there would be little progress made with the subject of the book until I had faced and dealt with a major…

  • Journal: 2020-09-24

    The schedule of workings I had committed myself to did not leave me much time to pout. Either I kept going or I brought everything to a halt with the intention of never resuming. My day job wasn’t being light on me either. I did not have the luxury of ruminating over the revelation from…

  • Journal: 2020-09-19

    Face one fear, find another. Like I should be surprised at encountering a newly revealed yet long standing brick wall, again. The last time I was in the sphere of Venus, I was driving a notorious lech of a god around the realms and refusing to even acknowledge the very physical reactions I was suffering…

  • Journal: 2020-09-17

    «Do you want the lesson you are expecting or do you want the lesson that will come to you?» What I was expecting was a trip to Tiphareth. I had dreamt once of that place before, but was so quickly overwhelmed by what happened there all I could remember was light so intense that not…

  • Dream Journal: 2020-09-11

    For all the times I’ve been here before, I finally noticed that the sky of the Warring Fields is black. Not sure if from smoke or if the crown of the sky is a helm in its own right. I can see just fine. I always have been able to see clearly here. At least…