Three Different Ways

Three Different Ways:
Dreams, Madness, and Myths

  • Larger On The Outside

    Dter1 went back to my parents’ house to pick up any mail still going there. It was her first time setting foot at the property since leaving the week before Christmas. I could tell something was bothering her after she came home, but I did not pry. She remained apart from me for an hour…

  • Blue Shift

    Until yesterday, astronomical events didn’t fuck with me any more or any less that any other person on this planet. Eclipses were a time of detached observation and an excuse to indulge in terrible puns while teasing the local doomsayer. I knew there would be a solar eclipse yesterday, that the only area affected by…

  • Dream Journal: Soft. Be Still.

    I wasn’t trying for anything, I was just trying to sleep. Anxieties I had ignored for too long and worries that overfed each other crawled into my bones, making me ache from head to toe. I couldn’t sleep. I thought to get out of bed and do something constructive like finally count how many tarot…

  • Home Is Where The Coffee Is

    The night was not pleasant. Too many distractions built up from the week meant I didn’t recognize calls and tells until after the window for answering them had closed. My sense of disconnection deepens and I fear I have recognized my errors too late to remedy them. All night I had dreams of a wanderer…

  • Winner’s Remorse

    January was full of revelations. I always knew I was being played by “The Spirits”, but finding out just how far the game went really fucking hurt. The degree to which the things I took for granted were just smoke and mirrors meant to distract me made me despondent. Whole fortresses were revealed as vain…

  • Help In Any Form

    I’m still sorting through the stuff I brought with me during the move. Work and commute during the week left me very tired after work and the weekends never had enough hours to take care of everything, so I still have four banker boxes of old paperwork to sort through. It’s not helping that the…

  • Dream Journal: 2018-01-14.01

    I had barely closed my eyes when Malphas1 was upon me.

  • Dream Journal: 2018-01-11.01

    I fell through a thousand worlds. Through winters and summers. Through solid rock and open skies. Silks and furs and iron couldn’t hold me. Plastics and biofilms and networks couldn’t catch me. I had no place in any of them. I fell through a thousand worlds in the blink of an eye and landed on…

  • Dream Journal: 2018-01-07.01

    A phone is ringing. I pick up the nearest handset, but the ringing continues. It is the wrong handset.

  • Do Magick September ’17: The Patience of a Beginner

    As requested, a masterpost of the entries leading up to, including, and following the DoMagick: Beginner’s Mind challenge in a proper “Start to Finish” order: