Category: Idling
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A Last Look at 2017
I started 2017 physically struggling but spiritually sound, and I am ending 2017 physically sound but spiritually struggling. As of this post, it has been all of seven days since my daughter [Dter] and I moved out of the family home into our own apartment. If it were not for the influence of, instigation by,…
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Just Checking In…
Still here. Not much to write about. What [Patient Caller] said would happen if I allowed him to assist me, is happening. Because the end is in sight, I suddenly have a lot more patience with familial bullshit. The apparent passivity is being misperceived as mute acceptance of my lot in life.
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I Have A Feeling
I am less afraid of the signet ring I will have to obtain next year. Things are going as they go, but my god, how fast they are going! Since my last update, I have had an angel get the drop on me to remind me that I am not forgotten and I am not forsaken.…
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Spirit Journal: 2017-04-16.01
The theme of Nature versus Nurture comes up a lot in my writings lately. Not all of my dreams involving conflict between established traditions (Nurture) and personal abilities (Nature) are mere flights of fantasy. My immediate relatives reject me based on lack of a shared culture that was intentionally denied me (Nurture), but my ancestral…
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Dropped Notes
You have to be your own person. It’s perfectly fine to use what you perceive of someone else’s personality as a template to compare your own strengths and weaknesses against, but you have to be you, not what you wished that other person was. Things change, but nothing changes. But still there are changes. Own what…
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How To Become A Worthless Abomination
Tea and cookies: optional.
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Dream Journal: 2014-03-26.03
Keri bitches a bit and shotguns an explanation about certain references in the previous post.390 words.
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Dream Journal: 2014-02-01.01
A peek into Keri’s thought processes as she considers, then rejects, a morally questionable offer. 364 words.
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Idling: 2014-01-09.01
Keri whines bitches thinks out loud about the second crucifix to come into her possession, and the cognitive dissonance from having a rosary of her very own. 400 words.
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Got That Mojo Working
You got that mojo working. And it’s good to see you smile. You got that mojo working. And it’s good to see you smile. You thought that creek had run dry. But it’s been flowing quite a while. ~guitar solo~